Tuesday, April 2, 2013
She’s made them before. Now it’s time to do it again.
Kate has a secret, something tucked away in her past. And she’s getting on with her life. Her business is thriving. She has a strong relationship with her family, and a devoted boyfriend whom she wants to love with all her heart. If Kate had ever made a list, Rowan would fill the imagined boxes of a perfect mate. But she wants more than the perfect on paper relationship; she wants a real and imperfect love. That's why, when Kate discovers the small velvet box hidden in Rowan's drawer, she panics.
It always happens this way. Just when Kate thinks she can love, just when she believes she can conquer the fear, she’s filled with dread. And she wants more than anything to make this feeling go away. But how?
When the mistakes have been made and the running is over, it’s time to face the truth. Kate knows this. She understands that a woman can never undo what can never be undone. Yet, for the first time in her life she also knows that she won’t fully love until she confronts those from her past. It’s time to act.
Can she do it? Can she travel to the place where it all began, to the one who shares her secret? Can the lost ever become found?
And Then I Found You gives new life to the phrase “inspired by a true story.” By traveling back to a painful time in her own family’s history, the author explores the limits of courage, and the price of a selfless act. -- St. Martin's Press
The She Reads network selected AND THEN I FOUND YOU by Patti Callahan Henry as its April pick. Once again, I'm not entirely sure that I would have read this book on my own since it isn't exactly my normal reading fare. While I do enjoy women's fiction, I was worried that it would be too much of a romance/love story for me. However, a big part of me was drawn to the story because it was based on a true story about the author's sister.
AND THEN I FOUND YOU tells the story of Kate, a woman who seemingly has it all. She owns her own business and is in a serious relationship with Rowan, a good guy who truly loves Kate. However, when Kate discovers a ring box in Rowan's drawer, she begins to question if she's ready to commit. It becomes obvious to Kate that she needs some closure from some events in her past before she can happily move on.
So Kate decides to track down her first love Jack -- the man she fell in love with as a young teen. And more importantly, the father of the child she gave up for adoption. Kate and Jack had been having a few difficulties in their relationship when they were living apart, but had a one night stand and Kate ended up getting pregnant. In the months following their encounter, Jack married the woman he'd been seeing; and Kate felt it best to give up her daughter to a family with both a mother and a father.
When Kate finds Jack, her old feelings definitely come rushing back to her; and though she's determined to move forward with Rowan, her heart isn't cooperating. In the meantime, Kate's daughter decides that she wants to meet her birth mother; and she ends up finding Kate on Facebook. Kate experiences a huge range of emotions and is forced to make some tough decision about her future. And she also learns that you can't ever let go of your past.
As I'm sure you can tell from the brief description of AND THEN I FOUND YOU, this novel deals with some very serious issues and it has its fair share of ups and downs. You can't help but feel for Kate, Jack and their daughter; however, I'm not entirely sure that I loved this novel. There are parts of it that I thought were very well done, and then there were some parts that didn't work as well for me. I have no doubt that I am in the minority with this opinion though. I have a feeling that most people with love this touching story.
One thing that made this book special to me was that it was inspired by real life events in the author's life. Like Kate, Ms. Henry's sister actually gave up a child for adoption only to be reunited with her twenty years later. In a strange twist, Ms. Henry's niece actually found her on Facebook and requested to be friends. The family could hardly believe their luck when they realized this girl had the same birthday as the child who had been given up for adoption. They always say that real life is stranger than fiction, and I think Ms. Henry had to base a novel on this experience!
Another aspect of the story that I really appreciated was how it addressed a woman's choice to give her child up for adoption. I truly believe that it's an extremely generous gift to both the child and the family who receives the child; and I loved how the novel explored the sacrifice that is involved in such a difficult choice. Even though it appeared that Kate had moved on with her life, not a day went by when she didn't think about her child and wonder how she was doing. I believe that the author's portrayal of Kate and her feelings was extremely accurate.
I also liked how AND THEN I FOUND YOU explored the effect of adoption on families. And by that I mean the family of the birth mother as well as the family who adopts a child. Not only was Kate still reeling from her decision, but Kate's entire family was affected by not getting to know their grandchild or niece. In addition, the family who adopted Kate's daughter had to deal with their daughter wanting to find her birth mother. I can only imagine the fear and insecurities they had in letting their child meet her birth parents.
While I appreciated just about everything having to do with the adoption parts of AND THEN I FOUND YOU, I did have an issue with some aspects of Kate's personal life. I could totally understand her difficulties in letting go of her daughter, but I was frustrated at times with her fixation on Jack. I guess I'm not a romantic because I actually got angry with how she treated Rowan. I thought she was unfair to him and even rude when she didn't contact him, and I guess I felt he deserved more than that. Not that Rowan handled the situation perfectly, mind you, but Kate did keep some pretty huge secrets from him.
Because AND THEN I FOUND YOU deals with so many serious topics, it would be an interesting book club selection. There is a reading guide with fifteen thought-provoking questions that might help stimulate discussion, although I think it would be pretty easy to find topics to discuss on your own. Some of the themes you might want to explore include adoption, love, secrets, forgiveness, redemption, families, closure, and second chances. One thing I'd love to learn in a discussion of this novel is whether any other readers felt the same way about Kate as I did.
There is no doubt that AND THEN I FOUND YOU is an amazing story -- even more so because it's based on real-life events. Recommend to fans of women's fiction and book clubs.
Thanks to the publisher, Wunderkind PR, and She Reads for providing a review copy of this novel.